It started a few months ago; the dark, downward spiral. The feeling of nothing being okay. I’m lost. But I can’t give up. I have the kids to think about. I have my family. But I am in a dark place again. I just go through the motions. I don’t want to do anything. But I just get up and do what I have to. Get up. Get the kids up, dressed, fed and off to school. Get a shower, get to work. Come home. Make