You see the mountains and see vastness,

I look on and see how much their humps bear

You view the ocean and you see beauty

I see the color of a tear

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You watch the birds and you see freedom

I find a soul so lost in the sky

You laugh with a friend, you see a smile

I see a heart that wants to die

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You see a world so bright and clear

You feel a G-d so good and true

I see an eye so full of pain

I feel the doubts and questions brew

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You see a million futures ahead

and joy and dancing in the rain

I see a fear of going forward

and anger and dying of pain

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Your heart is pure and full of hope

Mine is full of hate and stuck

Your insides speak of love and joy

Mine is overflowing with muck

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You breathe an air of misty days

The ones that make you feel alive

But me? I'm lying in my bed

Waiting nicely for death to arrive...