You ever just been stuck in a loop. You want to change. You want to grow and to succeed. You start to map out a plan and put it into action but then you lose focus. You start to get stuck in the mundane, every day activities that you have to do to survive. You push aside your wants because of this matter or that. Then you sink again. That need to change comes clawing back and so you start over, only to repeat the cycle. I am currently in my 5000th cycle through that loop and this time I have to break it.